Guilt

An earthquake in Borneo

Villages crumble and tumble into the sea

while the sun sets on my solid patio and

the wine tastes suddenly sour so

I must drown the anxiety in another glass

 

Fifty five thousand pigs killed

in a fire on a farm in Germany

As I have breakfast their

sad snouts ruin my appetite and

my vegan resolve reignites 

 

Two murderers have escaped

from a jail in Ukraine 

Why am I not there to placate anxious townspeople to

scour the streets and petition for better security but

I walk fearfully through the brightly lit streets of my CBD

 

Another patch of coral has died

on the Barrier Reef

so I might never see a loggerhead turtle and

I lie awake regretting the family holidays when

I’m sure I threw a water bottle into the sea

 

A mystery brain disorder

Forty five people in northern Canada 

From seventeen thousand kilometres away I

feel their pains, memory loss, vision decline and

see the certainty of a feeble future

 

Four students are dead

in a US high school shooting 

Somehow I have failed to change a world where

deranged children have no other option so

I book an appointment with a counsellor 

 

The gestalt of daily living

Is hijacked by the grand narrative of disaster 

Individual esemplastic power is overruled by guilt

Peace, if it’s there, is liminal 

Peace is liminal

Posted on September 14, 2021 .